Wednesday, 1 June 2011

Random Feelings


I do not know when this started, but I'm becoming used to it...
Sometimes it makes me wonder, are these FEELings that I true? Or is it just for a season? 
When I look into your eyes, I can only see shadows of your FEELings, it's never detailed, never easy for me to read...
What I feel has brought me deeper into suspense, deeper the need for me to know, the more I think about you...
What is this all about? Is this real? Is this going to last?
It makes me scared because now I care...
I care whether or not you miss me as much as I miss you, I care whether or not you feel nervous when you're with me, I care what you would think about me, and I care how you FEEL about things...
When I'm with you, I FEEL nervous, I FEEL happy, I FEEL anxious, I FEEL shy, I FEEL joy...
You've never given me problems, or worries...
I FEEL sad and cry, because I mind about something you do, something you FEEL or even something you said.
But I do FEEL safe when I'm with you... 
I just wanna take this one step at a time... 
Nothing is going to change how I FEEL about you...
Because I cherish and enjoy these much feeling of closeness and distance between us now...